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20 days have passed since we last met.
I miss you.

Fail to plan plan to fail.
I donapos;t have to plan caused i have already failed.
6 subjects I failed 5.
Entering poly is what I hope for , but it seems like iapos;m going to ITE.
Jordan please study ,�you life is screwed up enough.
My dad must be thinking what have he done to deserve a stupid son like me.
Iapos;ve bring down the family name.
Retaining�is the last thing i want that to happen , everything seems to be negative.
I am such a let down to everyone.
I�promise Ahapos;Gong�that iapos;ll study and be a goodboy
But what have I done?
I feel so alone , I feel so useless .
Ahapos;ma you were the one that help to bring me in this world.
But Iapos;m such a let down .
Mom you gave birth to me but I am nothing , you should have aborted me in the first place.
Iapos;m such a dissapointment , a let down , a Failur.
Better off dead.


Cigarette KILLS
Man i gotta totally quit smoking asap
Younger generation , please donapos;t ever have a first.
Shee sha kills too.

Hungry...

My whole ass and hip are filled with bruise...
Sucks thingy.

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